Fall Love

Im just completely in love with the Fall Season. I love Fall fashio n, but the main reason im so in love with fall is because of its warming aura. There's nothing like it.

SUCCESS!!!

Lol its no feeling like compleing a assignment! Especially if you kept putting off the assignment and grudgingly doing it. f.i.n.i.s.h oh yeah! oh yeah! Love it. Its like a huge cloud has been lifted off you and you can fly!!! (Don't try this, it wont work!)

=) Gotta go cuz class is in a few!!!

Ahhh...

There's nothing more perfect than being yourself. Just be you! Everything and everyone else that you think you want or need or even deserve will align accordignly if you're just you. be that sweet, warm, embraceable you that only you can be!Lol i think im jacked up on tic tacs. Just had to take a breather from this paper and this book. Stretch a lil bit... move a lil bit... breathe a lil bit....ahhhhhh GOTTA LET THAT BRAIN REST!

WHOA what the...

Sitting here in the student center feeling every bit of anticipation and excitement. Im anxious and amazed. Why? Don't really know. Well, that's a lie. I dont know where it came from but i do feel like i know where these spontaneous emotions came from. Its the end basically, of my first semester of my second year at georgia state. Im so excited and anxious to kick it into overdrive and finish this semester with a bang! Im so very proud of myself. i truly am. There's is such an amazing feeling that comes from earning something. Such an amazing feeling from knowing you did the right thing and are on the right track. There is so much work and effort into doing the right thing and staying focus. But it is entirely worth it to see and experience where it can take you. OH HOW I LOVE IT. The way i feel right now is more than enough to motivate and propel me to keep up the work and do exceedingly more. Well, I have to go to class right now so i'll wrap this up just by saying how i thank and bless GOD because HE has had my back, front, sides, bottom, and top! There are no words that can begin to emphasize the way i feel when i think about HIS goodness and the work HE has done in my life.
Truly
Amazing

Will Ferrell as Bush

FOCUS

I'm feeling a lot of things trying to disturb/ disrupt the plans that both GOD and I have for my life. I recognize that it is the Devil hard at work and i constantly have to remind myself to resist temptation and stay FOCUSED! Please stay focused Jaleesa.. you've come so far and you're finally back on the right path! Please dont go astray! in the past it has only proven to be a terrible waste of time and heart wrenching memory/ expereience gernerator. Please stay focused! That's what messed you up first and second semester..... staying focused and ignoring the devil is what made third semester so spectactular... please please PLEASE stay near the cross. Lord please never let my hand go b/c through this time of temptation and nonsense im clenching, squeezing, pulling and yanking on your hand to make sure you're there. To make sure I'm secure and still in your protectance and safety. LORD I know you;ll never leave me but im nervous...I'm afraid even... I don't want to mess up again. Please guide me, strengthen me, and keep me. Amen. You are worthy Lord and for this I give you total praise and faith. I release these issues unto you and stand on my faith knowing that YOU WILL DELIVER ME!

Nobody GREATER!!!!

"I searched all over, couldn't find nobody. I Looked high and low, still couldn't find nobody. Nobody Greater, Nobody Greater... Nobody greater than YOU!!!"
Beginning this morning giving GOD all the glory and the praise for HE is good, Awesome, Faithful and Mine! I have an unassailable praise on the inside! My heart seems to be over flowing with gratitude for HIS grace and Mercy! I can not explain the feeling that I get each and every time I think of what an awesome GOD i serve! I become so stingy! I get so arrogant because I say "Look what GOD i serve!!!" I know HE is the REAL THING! The TRUTH! The LIGHT! The ONLY way! and so much ever more! GOD is my ultimate strength and Life. Whenever, i said WHENEVER, i get weak or sad or doubtful or frustrated or HAPPY even, GOD is there holding my hand helping me or celebrating with me. HE speaks to me, he reveals to me, he heals me! I am beginning to come to terms with HIS purpose and my own desire for my life and though they are not vastly different, I am becoming less afraid to follow HIS plan instead. God has blessed me so very much and i am F O R E V E R grateful for that. I know that is was no sheer Luck, or coincidence, or by no other hand than HIS own. HIS work in my life and in others lives around me is so great that i can not wrap my mind around it, so instead i wrap my heart around it and become intoxicated with HIS presence. This is why i know without a shadow of doubt that there is a GOD and nobody is greater than He.

Excited... No Ecstatic

Sooooo.... the current time is 2:20a and I have my first day back to school in a matter of hours (like 13 hours lol) and i am beyond ready to see what my fourth semester(or round as a like to call it) at GSU is going to bring! I am so excited to have my focus, drive, and work ethic back. I'm ready to take on GSU full force and make myself very very proud. I'm taking a very light course load this semester because my main objective is to ace these classes so that i can get a considerable GPA boost. Next semester and summer semester are already mapped out as well. I like to plan things. As I said before, planning makes even the most mundane and trying of tasks seem possible. I've continually learned that it is not the task but how we approach it. Good attitudes and willingness to try seem like mere cliches but they actually propel and equip you far beyond there fantastical seemings. Fall semester i shall be entering into my major program and already half way complete with my new minor (which i will make official in spring) of Sociology. Depending on how my junior and senior years go i hope to add the minor of English as well. So excited! Once I let go of the many distractions that plagued me my first year, and regained the right mind set, everything seems to be falling spectacularly into place! I don't care what people say or think or what the norm is supposed to be! I'm doing what i want and more importantly what is best for me. I understand that picking up a minor (especially English) so late in my traditional collegiate career means that i will not graduate in the standard time but so what. When i do come out, I'll come out with exactly what i desire and that makes me overwhelmingly excited...ecstatic even. =)

Dreamer ~ Chaser ~ Catcher

Go after your dreams. Run to them. Love them. Embrace them. DO NOT Ignore them. So the biggest question is "How do I achieve my dreams?" To achieve your dreams you have to listen to them. Yes. Listen to your dreams and they will lead and prepare you for success! Sometimes if not all the time your dreams require some prior research, some extensive preparation. How will you catch your dreams without a net? How will you know where to find your dreams if you do not look for them? Exactly the point that I am getting to. Don't just acknowledge you are asleep with a dream, awaken and research and analyze and prepare for the next night so that when you meet this dream again you SHALL catch it! This requires not only extraordinary attention to the dream, but also extraordinary attention to the dreamer. Once you analyze the dream, analyze yourself. Envision yourself achieving this wonder and honestly evaluate whether at that point in your life are you truly ready and equipped tor achieve it. If not, GET IN SHAPE! "Hold Fast to Dreams for if dreams die, Life is like a broken winged bird that cannot Fly. Hold fast to dreams for if dreams go, Life is like a barren field frozen with snow." (Hughes, Dreams)

OMG My New Obsession

OhMyGosh! For whatever reason I am just TOTALLY digging Zebra Print. Its even better with a tiny bit of Leopard Print. And just totally awesome with some purple or pink thrown in. I (with GODs grace) shall be moving in about a month and so I've been checking out new decor for my new place on campus. Of course since I am currently very infactuated with Zebra Print I saw some beddings and curtains and bath accessories. And in one word can I just say LOVE. At first i started out scouring ebay for zebra pumps and bags. Then one day, I found myself on Walmart and Target's websites looking for back to school deals. I found a line at Walmart called Zoe something... but anyways they had cute flat irons and blow dryers that were Zebra and my other new obsession Polka Dot prints. So i just fell in love right then and there! But yes Zebra Print and Polka Dots Will invade my mind and fashion choices for the next few months! I really like these new obsessions because they are far out of my comfot zone and things that i used to hate, but this interests me b/c as i am coming into my transformation of me i notice that a lot is about to change. So i must prepare for the unexpected!

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A Lot

There is just so much on my mind! A few weaks ago it was exhausting to have so much to handle and so much to worry about with the coming of yet another semester. I had to buy books and register, and find housing and sooo much more. It seems like I go through the same exhausting process every semester. I just wished that I could finally get on a constant level with my college career instead of all these ups and downs. But now i find it completely refreshing. After a talk with GOD and thena another with my Trip Erika i find that i Can take on whatever this or any other semester may bring. With GOD I am strengthened and with my amazingly great friends I am moitvated! I had a talk with Erika or Erik as i call her, and we began to talk about pros and cons of the previous semester. We also talked about our goals for these upcoming ones. I love to plan and set GOALS. It makes anything seem possible! I am changing into a completely new person and my life is taking off into a completely new direction! I'm LOVING it! She's who i never imagined or aspired to be but everything that I've come to need!

GOD is soooo Good!

Well, today has been a pretty calm, cool, quite day which I LOVE!!!! So there are soooo many reasons to praise GOD and thank HIM every second of each and every day, but I'll just go through a little tiny short list of why I'm prasing him right this second. I thank God for my Life, my Health, my Family, my Friends, and for HIS presence in my life. Its amazing how much HE has shaped me. I know that I would not be here today, being the person I am, or ANYthing if it hadn't been for HIS Love, Mercy, Protectance, and Forgiveness. HE is such a PERFECT FATHER as well as a perfect FRIEND. When no one else cares, or wants to listen, when I can't or don't want to go to any one else I can always go to HIM. I am soo grateful for our relationship and I am so very excited about where we will go next and what we will face because I know that we can handle it all NO SWEAT! I get sucha beautiful feeling in my spirit when i talk or think about HIM. Never have I ever felt soooo much joy and peace! I am instantly calmed when i think of the GOD i serve. There are no worries, there are no problems, there is no pain or sadness. Just JOY! And these are the reasons GOD is sooooo GOOD!

Post Number One

Yay! So excited for my new blog!!! Isn't it just GORGE?! There truly is a change that has come over me and I am so excited about it. I am whole heartedly welcoming it and anxiously awaiting to immerse myself into. Change is good. It is sooooo soooo soooo very good! Im am super excited!!!!!! I have new interests, old friends but renewed relationships with them, new goals, new ideas, and a totally new attitiude!